I need to watch it. A sneer comes back to my mouth. I feel very good. “I like fast cars, in that respect I’m a man”, he reveals. “I like them, that’s why I’m married to one and I’m not going to have another one”, he continued. “I feel very good at controlling “, he keeps on. My retina is captured by the screen. Let’s add a layer! |Gap in the third| Nails. Eva’s pure red. I need to smell it. An uncontrollable fit of laughter comes back to my mouth. I feel very very good. The glossy nail polish is applied, I am seduced, obsessed by my nails’ cuteness. My muse: the Lobster boy and the queen of the monster’s oceans, Bloveslife. TOXIC. Let the poisons invade you. Disturb your sleep. Let them fill your body. Let them promise you a future. Let them send you by the roadside on your way. Let them crush your hopes. Let them shed your tears. This is the only life you will have. Fight. If you cannot fight, retreat. No one will save you. When you feel like dying, you will die. Your enemies will not be vanquished. Their strength can only be expressed through blood. Death will not stop them. They will not forgive you. They will not run away from you. Neither from your brain, neither from your veins. You will be found in the dirt and the dust. Maybe I shouldn’t have gone. I am sweaty, I feel hot. THE FEELING OF A LIFETIME. |This is the end| I open the windows to the enemies. Still raining. When it rains, pollutants such as heavy metals, arsenic, lead and pesticides are discharged into the air. The airborne particles leave our homes and work spaces, travel over large areas and settle in the ground. A black drop fall. I’m waiting.